Went to the doctors office today to get my foot checked out. I have to go back 2mrow to get x-rays.
& well I told my doctor I found a lump in my left boob… So I have an appt next week to get checked :/ ugh I hope I don’t have breast cancer:(.
I’m strong and I’ll get through it. But w/ everything else going on I really don’t want to worry about this. & I dnt need my best friend to worry about me. He has enough to worry about. :/. Ugh. Why me?…
Way to completely lie to me & then cometely crush my heart way more than it was….
I kinda hope I am sick, just to get you back… I know that’s selfish, but right now idrgaf….
-__- blown like shit.
I guess it’s true, you really can stop loving someone..:/, I just wish u never stopped loving me. I love u more each day & you love me less :’(

I don`t care what kind of blog you have! All my followers better reblog this if they are against animal cruelty!
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I hate how I had to hide my true feelings just so problems weren’t started. Wow if this doesn’t show u that I care about u more than any of them then idk ur just dumb. I’ve done everything for you, & I will always do anything for you, but your making it hard as hell to do that.
Please just know that by me holding back my feelings is literally killing me, so if u care at all just let me know… -___- so done w/ today.
Oh & I swear if I get a hold of that lil bitch I’m killing her, that is not a threat, that is a promise…. Fuck her. :/ ugh so heated….. I’m done. Phone off. iPod off. Fuck everyone today.:(


